Date: Thursday, December 23, 2010

*WOW* okay, i am back to touch this dusty blog again! Ahhahahas. Well, Alot of things happen after i didn't touch this blog le.

What had happen? Well, i must say, i really cannot endure the stupid life of mine, totally no life! Well, you can see, my life is going round now, either school, home or work, home or school, hospital home or, work, hospital home. So, you can totally see how my life SUX like this.. It like totally board and somemore, like no life.

People always ask me go out and, what is the reason i give them:
- Sorry got school stuff
-Sorry i cannot make it, cause, i need to work
- Sorry i need to stay at home because i am sick
or
-Sorry i don't have enough money to go out.

Fuck Fuck Fuck, what kind of life is this? Why do i have this kind of life? I really do want to invent time machine, so that i can travel to the past and just edit those error and there will be no more of these kind of problems. Really, what if, what if, i am not born at all? or, what if, that time the mistake that i make, i change it and make it a better and, i am totally sure, i can be better than now. Live much more happier than now. But, there is no time machine, so, what do i do? Well, just go back to my lala land always and day-dreaming there. Where, it will be perfect as, it is what i am thinking about, and there will be no more sadness.

I am trying very hard, very very hard to become someone i can be proud of, someone, everyone can say that i know her and, also someone that is always living happily ever after. Trying always very hard, but always, the harder i try, i can say, the more hard it hit back on me. Sometimes, i do want to give up, but, i always say no to me. and, i kept on drawing of strange cartoons here and there to cheer me up, to remind me that i should work more harder!

Jia you Fang yi!=D <3

~With Love,Fangyi~

-Different path, Different Story-

Date: Sunday, May 30, 2010

Well, i do know that alot of people have to make a lot of decision in their life, but, i start making my decision which affect my life totally when i am in primary school. It really did change my life, and how i am living and how i think, i sometimes do feel a little regret about it but, what to regret about it when, things cannot undo and go back to that time again.

Times seems running from me after the recent path that i took. To buck up my studies and enjoy my life to the most fullest so that, i will not have any regret that i had before when i was young. But, when i slow down, i can really hear the tick tock sound of the clock that i like passing so fast that i just felt that i can't catch up!

I do know that, second by second, i am going to be older, and also, i may not know when i will die, so, i will do my very very best in everything so that, i can at least let other people know, i am here before and also, make the day for other people because, i want them to be happy!! Because, when i see he happy face of other people, i feel so happy too!! It really is like a joyful day for me!

Well, so now i had stop thinking about looking for the RIGHT HIM and, just concentrate on what i want now, happiness and also the target that i want!! Is to go to university and also without having any problem in the way plus, having a very good result like 3.8 or above!! hahahas=D okay, so that's it!! Thankxs people!! BYE, take care!!!! =)

~With Love,Fangyi~

BACK FOR A WHILE

Date: Monday, May 17, 2010

Yoyo people, i am back but only for this post, then maybe will be busy again><

Actually i did write a lot of stuff but it being edited by the stupid blog not sure why, so i am too lazy to write it back, but i just wanna say something that, i enjoy the camp with my GMS friends and the HEAD of in-charge with us!! hahahs, plus, hope i can get well with everythings that is on my way now lols, and i believe i will hehehs.

So, take care guys and thankxs ya!! i will continue to jia you for myself!!

~With Love,Fangyi~