Realisation Day= a day which i finally found out myself^^

Date: Wednesday, April 29, 2009

Oh yeah^^ finally today i get to really realised something..( thankxs to miss yu hui who show me another Fang yi blog which make me thinks a lot^^)So, on my way to take the train, i figure it out that i wanna be more then just my this Fang yi, i wanna make a real and big different!!I wanna people to really remember me, to know me^^ so i'm going to be more braver and also, I'm going to focus on my life !!Like my family,myself,my friends and also,My future e.g. my studies and career^^ while for that SOMEONE i'm not going to mention anymore or do anything le..Just be natural, see time ba..but i think i'll perfer someone who likes me more then i likes him^^ Because i really found out that if you like that person more, you will suffer in the end>.< which i mostly do..So i really don't wish to suffer anymore.. so just like that, let nature take it course^^
Then today when i went for checkup, Oh My God!! everywhere in ttsh was like preparing for the SWINE FLU!! then even i went for checkup, i still need to measure my temperature like that period when SARS attack us>.< oh.. how i really wish that all this things will gone forever and may the world be in peace!! then when i was waiting for my turn, i went to but MR BEAN!! oh man, the cartoon is so cute^^



oh..this is the picture..hahas..cute leh..got another one..



Hahas..then later i saw my friend that i got to know in hospital hahas.. her face now is really like mine>.< like bloated.. so toatlly hate it!! oh..then we chated a lot like how's ourselves and also, our life..then i realised from her that she is planning to marry oh.. So happy for her^^ but, haiz..she got this illness so, she need to like haiz maybe don't consider having childern for this moment..oh.. sometimes really i pity people like us.. so when she mention that, i really feel sad for her..oh, hope her illness can improved like mine..cause when i saw the doctor, she say that my meication can decreased oh.. so happy^^ that's so wonderful to hear..
but she say that i still need more rest due to the infection i got from someone outside>.< so sad.. but still i was so happy..^^ then we also chat she teach me that men cannot really be trusted we should really trust ourselves but if really you can find a true love ...that's really great for us..hahas..

then later i end my chat with her when i going to meet my secondary school friend oh.. she is like so happy today when saw me^^ then we really chat a lot..cause after we get into the poly, we didn't really meet le..hahas..then we went to ochard(think spell like that) omg..actually it is so small there..then quite a lot of branded oh..i like some of the design but it is just too expensive.. haiz..So wish that i had a lot of money>.<

then fainally we went to rest ourselves at mac..oh man..we actually take a lot of photo there hahas.. oh..some is so nice..^^then i saw many small foreign kids..oh they are so cute..i really wish that i can carry them and take photos with them..so of them even smile at me^^ hahas..So happy how i wish that i can be like them^^ but i don't really think so right?? times cannot be travel backwards right?? hahas.. me still day-dreamed>.<
Photos taken in orchard:

~With Love,Fangyi~