Why i just can't get busy like my friendxs??

Date: Saturday, April 25, 2009

Well..1st this is my first real blog actually i always told my friendxs that i totally hate blog but now..i want people to know me well so that is why i created this le^^ hahas....this is the 1st week of my opening of school in poly and well.. i kinda enjoying it lah..( 'so-called' cause i'm still xiang nian my secondary school friendxs) next is that i'm always wondering why my friendxs are always so busy but i just cannot be like them?? i want to be as busy as a bee cause i'm someone who likes to be busy rather than having my free time slacking and having fun lah!! even though i often say to my friendxs that i like to be free but when i'm free i want them to called me out, to remember me as well too hahas...

Next is that this few days the weather is like hell like damm hot that i really cannot endure and now i really fall sick le.. having a very bad cough..( don't know i get it from who?! i really wonder leh.. cause i have a weak or no immused system at or so..that's is why my mum often tell me to get home fast and early...i really hate my life now.. even though that i know i'm very lucky that i'm born in singapore cause other country children life is even more worst then me>.<>

Then finally, i'm happy that this week i can get along with my classmate hahas^^ so happy^^ and also i think that i had a crush on SOMEONE but i just not sure what to do?? should i just tell him or wait?? Cause i don't want the incident to happen again it really make me worry everytime when i re-called back to the past.. haiz.. hope i can get advice sooner or just hope that the SOMEONE notice and just let me know instead whether we can continue or what??hahas.. so now signing off le ...bye^^

~With Love,Fangyi~