Happiness will always be with you!< >_< >
-Back from RIO-
Date: Sunday, September 13, 2009
Well, i am now back from my Rio camp and guess what? well my team are called POKEMON and well it is fun to be in POKEMON team cause we had so much laughter and singing session lols..thankxs to carle( so sry i don't know how to spell you name>.< )ok, so back from the camp and well i can guess i gain something from the camp like some new friends and also a lot of mosquito bite!! ( hahas.. got big and small wor!)plus also something that i learn from the camp!
Well,my team POKEMON is form because of our OLST ( Oversea Learning service trip )well, in this group we had more girls then boys so i can say those boys are so lucky!! cause i tell you what we had 10 girls squeezing in a room and that room is so squeeze that really i cannot sleep well for those camping days..and can you gusses what the 1st day of the camp at night when we wanna go sleep, i slept on the floor 1st but then kept on flipping here and there like well i just can't find a comfortable place huh? then nevermind so i went to sit up position and sleep like that for well i think 1 to 2 hours ba..but still not really sleeping>.< so sian...
okies so nevermind the next day i still have energy because like i say i 'train' before, had 5 hours of sleep in a four day three night camp lols... so yup..we went to pick up rubbish and also playing some games that bond us together but well some of the game really make my head gone crazy plus the sunlight there is so strong that i forget to wear a cap and so in the end i got a very very pain headach and it is so painful i really wanna eat my panadol that time but haiz..cannot cause they say can't!! sian.. okies then nevermind...luckily i got some rest later during the dinner time when someof my groupmates are cooking^^ hehes.. but haiyo.. when i say cookin haiz.. i didn't really get any chances to cook but i get to do the dishes lah.. so can lah i got help a bit hehes..
well, i always feel that i am the extract because in my group the girls is in odd number so is either in pairs or threes and well, i am in a threes luckily got shiman and rui ying but haiz.. sometimes i still feel like why i one person here wor? where is the others wor? haiz... and sometimes i just feel like i don't need to be in this [art of the team cause the space had been filled and i just a extrac i kept on telling myself that i am not and i am in the part of the roup but haiz..sometimes i just feel like when i speak no one is paying any attention to it loh..sian.. ~.~ ok nevermind just forget all about it and remember all the good part hahas.. then ya, the last day we get to explore another part of ubin and i can tell you wow it so lovely!! hehes.. so cooling the air^^ lols... and the senery is so beautiful hahas..^^
Another lesson that i learn from the camp is that i must sometimes speak up my mind even throught people don't wanna hear because if i didn't speak up, you see they can't notice you and so they will slowly forget about you and earse you away... ya.. like the day before, i didn't speak up my mind that i don't have enough space to sleep and gusses what i really end up being sqush like half a me and well it is so uncomfortable..but still i remian in slient caus i don't wanna complain so much le..so tired le.. just hope can faster get home!! haiz.. but somehow in the end still end up fighting with rui and i really don't wanna fight de i just wanna have peace and faster get home..cause too tired le.. haiyo..
so,ya now in this group i can also see that i lot of people are rich !! wow..so admireeeeee....how i wish i don't need to worry this part of thing in my life..sian.. but i just know i need o experience the bitter 1st then the sweet last.. so jia you ba fangyi..i kknow you can do it de^^ -fangyi <3
~With Love,Fangyi~