These few days i had been feeling very very tired..like just wanna fall into a deep sleep because i just feel that i don't wanna wake up in this world le.. too tired to survive in this world, full of stuff that hurts like nature disaster, fighting, death and many other things...
I really feel too tired to hear all these stuff and go experience all these stuff le. It really hurt my heart the most esp., when i heard about other people stuff like queralling, fighting among each other.Why they just cannot peace out and settle it or just SHHHHHHH!! Do they konw that not mayne people wanna heard all these but they just kept on showing it!! i really feel like giving up to become the peaceful fangyi and just die off from here onwards.
Another thing is that because what my family is becoming now, my dad and brother and mother fought haiz.. it really make me feel so heartbroken and painful to feel..because we are one family ma..why must we fight? and even worst, use the word, DIVORCE! Do you know how this word can hurt even the strongest heart even mine who has the weakest heart of all!! i just don't like it, why why, why must adult do these to kids or even their children! why!!
I really don't liked it at all, because we are one family and what is it that most people had said before, if you are hurt or what, the best is family, they will always be there! haiz, but somehow this doesn't seems to be true to be, i just don't liked it, my family, life lived, i just wanna go sleep, a deep sleep that doesn't wanna wake up! haiz... But i know it impossible because even i am dead or what my family will still be fighting with each other! -With Brokenheart,Fangyi.
~With Love,Fangyi~
