Well, it kinda angry and fucking for me to say this but i just hate my IE grouping not because of the rest but because of someone who wanna be leader still never mind, he doesn't even lead us well and gives us job well!! i felt so sian!! So ya it still ok but then today what he told me and za is soooooosoooooo angry!! HE think that he is sooo great and he know so much, he critisize about my work saying that what i had done is not up to his standard and also he was saying that he can do better job than me and whatever shit stuff it really make me so fed up!! and if he so good why not he go alone lah!! Still dare to say me.. pls, i stay up late also because of this project and solder so nicely for my project and he doesn't even appreciate it what the fuck is he to say all this and now he is like totally treating us like bimbo and i really don't want this to happen and just now during the practical, he was doing all the job solo and even push all of us aside!! what the hell!! then, when i saw other group and our group it looks so different, they separate their job so nicely and do their so job so good and if there is things, they will nicely talk out to each other! but why cannot it be our group?? haiz.. i felt like my heart is broken into so many piece and also, i felt that it had been poked so many times in and out that it hurts sooo much!! so much that i am going crazy sooner or later!!
Ya, another good news, AFTERGLOW IS OVER! but sad thing is that haiz..i miss them so much ya, even thought i complaint soo much but i just know, this is one family and we all have our bad attitude so we must endure because we spend sooo much time together so it is the fate that brought us together and i do believe it because if there is no fate, i would not met them and well, i might not even talk to some of them and even know what each of their character is like! *wow* it really amazed me but now i felt a little regret but i know, one day we will be working with each other again^^ and i just know it, i am sooo looking forward to it and i know all of us in this team are looking forward in seeing us again!! so jia you!!
Well, many things had came and go and i am still here, looking at which path to go to.. but well, i know one day i will soon find my pathway and know where is the source of lights coming from^^
Things that will be on:
-Working on Fri: 5-11
-Working on sat and sun: 12-5
-going for a SCR briefing on 14 nov.
-Going to kenny hus on 15 nov.
~With Love,Fangyi~
