-Just my thoughts-
Date: Tuesday, December 08, 2009
Ok, so sorry now then i am back to blogging >.<
Ok, so now back in telling ,my stories, I had watch mulan and new moon and what i can say is that, the middle part is best for both!! but leh, the ending i just hate it!! why must the mulan doesn't end up with that guy of her dreamz and why must bella still wait to become a vampire?!! haiz, now i know why they say life cannot be prefect like what you want, there will always be things appearing and you need to wait or throw away something important!
So, ya wen for standrad chart run too and tell you what it SUX! haiz..
i am treated like free labour and still what we only being pay like $20 haiz.. ya i know it community service but leh, they should ta least know that we have the limit right?!! sian sian ~.~
ok now back to much recently, which is this week, that is last week. so this week is all about exam and just exam and what i not happy is not about the exam but is why does some people they just cannot stop for a while, let those slow one ask before they continue?!! They just hack care about others feelings!! They are really damm selfish!! i hae it!! damm hate it!! why does this kind of people appear on earth huh?! they just don't care about others feeling! FUCK them lah!! just someone kill them can? or make them out of my sight! i don't wanna someone who doesn't care about others to be in my life! HATE THAT!!!!
Haiz, recently i just hate myself kept on being appear offline to others because i am now totally avoiding someone and i just hate it because i don't wanna ne a tortise but i don't have a choice cause now is exam period and i felt that i suffer alone is better than both side suffer..cause i know someone just had to sacrfise this thing.. and really i had enough le!! cause i just hate it, people doesn't care about how i feel and always not being in my shoes when i often thought of how thye feel but ya, i just really wish that i can be cold-blooded like one of my friend say, all these things, you will slowly get use to it and be like me cold-blooded! but i just don't want to be cause i know one day someone will know that i am being myself and what i am doing is caring for others but i am now slowing giving up this thoughts and telling myself be cold ba, cause no one will understand how you feel just care more about yourself, protect more of yourself rather than getting yourself hurt by those knifes and lies! It really hurts than what you see here, cause everytime when it comes to this problem what i really can do is just breakdown and cried and i really hate it!! JUST HATE IT!
So, now what i can do is to make myself more strong and also, making good use of my time to forcus on the exam rather than thinking of all these stuff and ya, good luck to those people who are having exams or getting their result! Wish me luck for those upcoming things!!
Exam:
7-10/12: 1st-SPROG, 2nd-DE, 3rd-PEE, 4th-EM1!!
Done:
-SPROG( So-So)
-DE( Hope can get 65 and above^^)
-PEEE( struggling hehes.. but hope can manage because it tml!)
-EM1( hope can get more than 55 will laugh le^^)
now take care everyone and night! Sweet Dreamz *huges* -Fangyi^^
~With Love,Fangyi~