Now, on holiday mood le, hehes.. so happy.. hahas, but haiz, still have somethings need to slove out sian~.~ lols... ok, back to my topic, so what am i suppose to do now? cause i not sure whether i wannna continue my job or not plus, i wanna a much more high paid job but problem is cause this job i just get use to it so how?!!! Another problem, why do i kept on falling sick so easily just hate it!! Can't i be well one day meh? i know, i am using too much of my time in doing a lot of things and not taking good care of my health but i wanna do all those things i can before i can't, so you understand ma.. Life is important, so i am making sure i make use of my whole moment of life to do things that will bring joy to others^^ lalalas..
Ok, so now another problem came too, haiz, that old moutain lah huh!! he huh, intro what AIA agent to me and now what, that person kept on bug me because he just wanna me to buy that saving insurence but the problem is this kind of insurence thingy i need to go through my parents before i can do anything haiz.. plus, now i am talking seriously about money!! lols... hope really that person can understand it!!
Now, there is another problem, haiz, RY and my problem.. i wanna solve this problem real fast but i not sure how, plus, my ego doesn't allow me to talk to her first about this problem, because i know if i solve the problem with her now, i just know, she will be not happy about it and i also know that she will not forcus on her things and make her mind go wonder around lols.. ok lah, but seriously, if i don't slove the thing with her fast, i will going to be damm cold-blooded le like what my girl girl say, i will slowly get use to it!! i don't want to get use to it !! NO!!!!!!!! i am still a person who has feel for many things, those touching stories will confirm make me cried, those stories that are meant to make people feel angry, i will feel it too!! i don't wanna be like a cold blooded person!! NO!! But there's a lot of situation that sometimes really make me becaming someone who will don't care about other people feelings because, i just need to be firm and strong, that's what i am weak in really, i am always wavier a lot, and wondering what i do is it right? haiz..
Serious, time really change people, and also, how each others feel but some of the things doesn't really change, the heart itself really, they are just the innocent heart there but, alot of theings is covering the true plain pure heart!! so, sometimes, i do really need to slowly dig out from those myth and stuff to find the real heart hehes.. ok lah, also maybe because i am slow too but this make me the reason i am different from others too^^
OK, lastly, everyone, please do remember to go watch this 2nd season of this channel 8 show at 8pm!! it a touching show, on every monday wor!! so ya, do go watch it, i am sure, you will find the meaning of life and love in it!! TAKE CARE!! -FANGYI^^
~With Love,Fangyi~
