Well, i am just really asking everyone now, why do adult does whatever they want and they doesn't even think about the consequences when they do that? Like some adult, they were so happy during the dating and went to date each other but then, in the end, when the happy moments were gone, they just felt they had use too much time on each other and fight with each other! Another example, why some husband and wife, after so many years that they had been together still end up in divorce and it really make the children so worry!! i really wanna scream and shot at those people who doesn't even think of all these!!
Those who end up hurt are not them but they people around them! It their families especially!! Now, i heard a shocking news from my mum, yesterday, my dad told my mum in a serious tone that he want a divorce so, ask my mum want or not. and is within these two days.. so tonight or tomorrow must give him a reply! Oh my, i just cannot believe, after so many years of living together... Why must they make this kind of choice?? Why?? Still nevermind, my brother now is so worry that later if they really wanna divorce, what will happen to us? Plus, do they really think about all these?
Now, i am really thinking a lot on about all these.. if they really divorce what am i suppose what to do? if they wanna do that, i think, maybe, i just go straight to NIE ba?? or, i will still continue to study but, i will go to NIE also after that straight away.. or, i just straight drop out to work ba? all i am not sure.. really mind is in confuse state now ..Totally.. but all i wanna do i hack care, but leh, my mummy really think it lightly, and say, she had prepare the feel le, if really they divorce, she had some planning le.. but i just don't want that to happen, really!!
So, guys, if one day, i am suddenly disappear or i am find dead somehow, just felt happy for me ok? Because at least, i am free from all these problem and i really felt glad about it.. becaues what i am thinking now like there are some ways, like jumping down from the blk.. or just let the car bang me.. really.. so just be happy for me ok??^^ Take care everyone and treasure everyone around...
~With Love,Fangyi~
