Just here to touch again.
Date: Thursday, December 23, 2010
*WOW* okay, i am back to touch this dusty blog again! Ahhahahas. Well, Alot of things happen after i didn't touch this blog le.
What had happen? Well, i must say, i really cannot endure the stupid life of mine, totally no life! Well, you can see, my life is going round now, either school, home or work, home or school, hospital home or, work, hospital home. So, you can totally see how my life SUX like this.. It like totally board and somemore, like no life.
People always ask me go out and, what is the reason i give them:
- Sorry got school stuff
-Sorry i cannot make it, cause, i need to work
- Sorry i need to stay at home because i am sick
or
-Sorry i don't have enough money to go out.
Fuck Fuck Fuck, what kind of life is this? Why do i have this kind of life? I really do want to invent time machine, so that i can travel to the past and just edit those error and there will be no more of these kind of problems. Really, what if, what if, i am not born at all? or, what if, that time the mistake that i make, i change it and make it a better and, i am totally sure, i can be better than now. Live much more happier than now. But, there is no time machine, so, what do i do? Well, just go back to my lala land always and day-dreaming there. Where, it will be perfect as, it is what i am thinking about, and there will be no more sadness.
I am trying very hard, very very hard to become someone i can be proud of, someone, everyone can say that i know her and, also someone that is always living happily ever after. Trying always very hard, but always, the harder i try, i can say, the more hard it hit back on me. Sometimes, i do want to give up, but, i always say no to me. and, i kept on drawing of strange cartoons here and there to cheer me up, to remind me that i should work more harder!
Jia you Fang yi!=D <3
~With Love,Fangyi~